Tuesday, December 16, 2014

To My First & True Love

Your love for me is overwhelming , the very thought of you brings a smile to my face, as I get to know you more, my soul can't bear the thought of not having you in my life, you make me new, you make me wanna be better, do better, love better, you make me feel beautiful & because of your immense love, I am more than what I think I am.. Sometimes the pain gets so deep, all I can do is cry & without hesitation you hold me til the pain subsides & joy creeps back into my heart once again.. It's because of you that I now love myself & see beauty all around me. You look at me & see the real me & you accept me & love me as if I never had a shameful past & it's because of you that I feel loved. It's because of you that I don't need the mask anymore & can be myself with boldness & confidence.. What a freeing feeling it is! To be able to finally see myself & realize that I am beautiful , that I am worth loving, that I am enough just the way I am. I don't need the mask because you love me & because you love me, I now love myself & see myself for who I really am not who others want me to be. I am so in love with you because you love me despite my many flaws & still chase after me when all I wanna do is push you away & disappear. That's true love! That's what Agape really means! I'm so honored to know what it means to love & be loved in the most powerful way. To know that no matter what I do or say, I am still unconditionally loved. That's beautiful & it was worth waiting for. Because now I can't imagine my life without it, I don't know how I could've lived my life imagining what love truly was & settling for what love truly wasn't. But now my heart & eyes are open to the reality of what love truly is & it's far better than any fairytale I could've imagined!
I love you more than I love myself, more than life itself because without you I am nothing!

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