Exposed..

You've heard the term "skeletons in the closet" before, recently I experienced what that really means. On April 2012, my "skeletons" were exposed, to say the least. Never in my life would I ever imagine actually saying that. A while ago, I started being harrassed on facebook by a person who "hacked" another's profile. They always tried to make me get involved in my ex's marriage, to try & break them up or start lies/problems between them. When I'd refuse, this person would insult me or threaten me. I ignored this person for a while until once again, they tried to manipulate me into causing more issues. When I refused again, this person became very angry & they told me that if I didnt do what they said, they would expose inappropriate pictures of me on the internet. They even went as far as to send me the very pictures they were threatening to expose. I tried to give myself some more time to try & figure out what I could do, so I asked if they would give me time to think about what they wanted me to do. They wanted me to turn over all my email / facebook accounts, which I knew I could not afford to do. So while I was at work, apparently, this person messaged me on facebook & gave me a time limit. Since I was at work, I didn't get to read the message & so obviously the time limit they gave me was passed and so they exposed my pictures. Although, those pictures were from the time that lived in sin & wasnt completely commited to God, I was alittle confident in the fact that I was not that person anymore and that the people who knew me would trust that I was not the person I was then. But although that was true, the fact that my body was exposed in that way haunts me. I am a person that takes sexuality very seriously, especially because of my past history. And it kills me inside to feel that someone would be so evil to expose me in that way to fulfill their own selfish desires. I am still not over this incident, and every time a man passes by me , I crunge at the fact of a simple look or stare. It hurts to know that so many people know intimate details of my body & that makes me wanna crawl into a dark hole & never come out! But I am confident that God will heal my heart when he feels necessary..