A Battle of The Heart

I've been known to fall alittle too quick in the past, and then end up getting hurt. Dealing with that sucks so bad. I've never been the girl that accepts all the pickup lines and such , never that. When I say a battle of the heart, I mean a real battle. A battle between wanting to love but not knowing if its real or not. If they're telling you the truth or just playing you like a fool. When you get your heart broken,  you never truly know how much it really affects you til you really try dating again. Then you constantly questioning yourself, the other person, and the situation in itself. Then you feel guilty because you know you shouldn't be comparing the past with the present , but that's how you learn from your mistakes,  isnt it? How do you ever know if its true! I guess its how people say, when its true you'll know it . But what if its not like that? One thing is for sure love is truly a complicated aspect in ones life. It's a battle of the heart! A constant struggle to develop and maintain. One thing is for sure, I'm glad im still a helpless romantic. I still believe that in the end its so worth it , if you have the right person who's worth it ,that is. Keep living, Keep Trying, Keep loving! Its like riding a bike, if you fall, get back up and try again. Maybe the next time you try,  you'll get the hang of it & hold on while you enjoy the ride. All I know is that when you find it, it changes your life!