A Pain to Peace

A Pain To Peace
Sitting here in a room full of emptiness surrounding it.
I find myself writing and thinking, trying to comprehend why life is the way it is.
My head full of thoughts, fears, and memories that haunt my everyday life.
I close my eyes and try to break free from the thoughts and pain.
I get up, turn the light on , and watch myself in the mirror and start to think once more.
With the thoughts racing and flashing through my head, i no longer can think straight.
The sense and feeling of emotions bottled up and the pain building up overpowers me and i no longer feel like myself.
Emotions of anger, sadness, happiness, anxiety, hopelessness fill my head and the feeling of emptiness and loneliness grabs a hold of me.
I watch this whole process posess me, with my own very eyes, while i look at myself in the mirror.
But wait what's this? Tears?
The pain continues to tear me up inside as on the outside tears run down my cheeks rapidly like pouring rain.
All of this continues until i cant take it anymore and i fall to my knees and look up to the heavens.
I continue to breakdown , but i pray to God and tell him to help me, guide me, to give me strength, and to be with me.
All of a sudden, I feel a sense of calmness and peace.
I knew God had heard my prayer and broke me free from the pain.
My tears dried up and i feel like myself again.
A pain to peace... What a Relief!!
As this feeling slowly calms down, my phone rings and I knew God was sending someone to come to my rescue.
Before picking up the phone, i look up at the heavens once more, and i say "thank you", then i pick up the phone.
******* It's magnificient how God works. He helps you when you're in need and is there with you and for you all the time, every step of the way guiding you with his light so you can walk on the right path and never have to suffer. We should give thanks, praise, and appreciate everything God has done, will do, and what he has given us. Don't ever think that you're alone ,you're not, God is watching over you and he cares about you.